it was just one mistake.. just that ONE decision. everything just start to crumble.
Losing your loved one with that mistake.
What if we had close the window last night? would that have make a difference? What if we had woken up just to search? could that have change his fate? What if brother had stay with him? could his life have been saved?
There isnt any point blaming oneself...
It's fate. It's his time
Nikko, my dear. RIP ):
This song is for you...
What if. it seems as though the accumulated time is being greedy seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday.. oh girl it was after i realized that i couldn’t be totally happy with that smile towards me, that there was nothing special, baby
what if.. it seems like you’re going to love me because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little.. with these anticipations, i can’t leave you even though i know that as time accumulates, it becomes pain.. oh girl
even though i wanted to believe that that smile was just for me it probably isn’t, right? but still.. just maybe…
what if.. i met you first.. no, if i didn’t know you these thoughts are useless.. for i’m already living in the deeply set times of you
even though love increases as much as time’s weight, even though pain is heavy still, i feel like you’ll love me because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little.. with these anticipations, i can’t leave you even though i know that the accumulated time has made today.. oh girl oh~ lady
11:13 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
We're falling out. For that, it's my fault.
Because of me...
10:25 AM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
돌아올지도 몰라
You might come back You might come back Why aren't you coming back I'm waiting for you like this Like a fool
I tried to forget again today But the more I do, it becomes more vivid The memories of you is holding me and won't let me go, woo yeah
You've already left But I still have useless hopes I'm still the same, it's too hard, I can't forget you
(At the tip of my hand) I can still feel your body heat (At the tips of my eyes) my eyelids redden as I yearn for you I can't do it, I can't let you go
You might come back You might come back Why aren't you coming back I'm waiting for you like this Like a fool You might come back You might come back Why aren't you coming back I'm still waiting for you You might come back
I was happy just being together I was happy just looking at (you) (I) feel as I have the whole (whole) world. It was like that... yeah
You've already left But I still have useless hopes I'm still the same, it's too hard, I can't forget you
(In my ears) I can still hear your voice (With my two eyes) I can still see your image clearly I can't do it, I can't let you go
You might come back (I'm going to wait) You might come back (oh~ you again, you) Why aren't you coming back (to me) I'm waiting for you like this Like a fool You might come back (you) You might come back (will come back) Why aren't you coming back (baby) I'm still waiting for you (waiting like this) You might come back
If you can turn back those footsteps that left me If you're yearning for me as you remember the past memories You can come back to me, I won't ask for the reason Just come back next to me, come back to me Yearning for you again today, I wiped my tears Without any reason, the tears just flowed The emptiness you've left is big, the thoughts of you grow deeper Thinking of you again today, like a fool
You might come back (come back) You might come back (with my tears, oh) Why aren't you coming back (to me, who's waiting for you) I'm waiting for you like this (without a word) (Even though it can't...) like a fool You might come back (no one) You might come back (can replace you) Why aren't you coming back (at this place, I'm... oh, you...) I'm still waiting for you You might come back
For Jaebeom, Hwaiting! do return, saranghae <3
8:52 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i feel the need to post this up.
over time, pictures fade all thats left are these empty frames sleepless nights, and stormy days i've got proof that people change and all thats left are these empty frames all thats left are these empty...
7:05 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
this is super late >.<
we've made it, gave our best! but what was with our sportsmanship?
still got a long way to go...
i cant bear to let go of all the trainings. my only venting grounds. no longer will i be able to perfect off my kicks. i have yet to spar with much capabilities. i dont want it to end T.T
8:40 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
"Don't stress yourself. Relax..."
easier said. me and my commitments. haizz.. never-ending...
it seems as if the bubble will burst anytime soon. lol just like US' state of economy before it got hit by recession. XD
i deserve no breaks... all this late nights are killing me. T_T
11:21 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Yuk jang!! we're currently in for an emotional ride as the competition draws near. It wont get in the way of our aim for the competition. just dont lose hope and continue striving for the best! remember our pact: not to lose to Pal Jang, whom have gotten stronger with each day. most importantly, dont lose to yourselves. give the best we've got and enjoy the experience (: Leader, dont doubt youself. you're doing better than you thought. there's always the reason why sir appoint you as the team leader :D
7 teams in yuk JAng category,4 medals... 3 will go home with no medals. will aim for the top 3. we will, and we shall!
neglecting my studies for far too long. disappointed with myself!!! T_T