Monday, January 11, 2010
it was just one mistake..
just that ONE decision.
everything just start to crumble.
Losing your loved one with that mistake.
What if we had close the window last night?
would that have make a difference?
What if we had woken up just to search?
could that have change his fate?
What if brother had stay with him?
could his life have been saved?
There isnt any point blaming oneself...
It's fate. It's his time
Nikko, my dear. RIP ):
This song is for you...
What if.it seems as though the accumulated time is being greedy seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday.. oh girl it was after i realized that i couldn’t be totally happy with that smile towards me, that there was nothing special, baby what if.. it seems like you’re going to love me because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little.. with these anticipations, i can’t leave you even though i know that as time accumulates, it becomes pain.. oh girl even though i wanted to believe that that smile was just for me it probably isn’t, right? but still.. just maybe… what if.. i met you first.. no, if i didn’t know you these thoughts are useless.. for i’m already living in the deeply set times of you even though love increases as much as time’s weight, even though pain is heavy still, i feel like you’ll love me because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little.. with these anticipations, i can’t leave you even though i know that the accumulated time has made today.. oh girl oh~ lady
11:13 AM