nothing to it

2010-01-11T11:13:00.002+08:00

it was just one mistake..
just that ONE decision.
everything just start to crumble.

Losing your loved one with that mistake.

What if we had close the window last night?
would that have make a difference?
What if we had woken up just to search?
could that have change his fate?
What if brother had stay with him?
could his life have been saved?

There isnt any point blaming oneself...

It's fate. It's his time

Nikko, my dear. RIP ):

This song is for you...

What if.
it seems as though the accumulated time is being greedy
seeing as it hurts more today than yesterday.. oh girl
it was after i realized that i couldn’t be totally happy with that smile towards me, that there was nothing special, baby

what if.. it seems like you’re going to love me
because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little..
with these anticipations, i can’t leave you
even though i know that as time accumulates, it becomes pain.. oh girl

even though i wanted to believe that that smile was just for me
it probably isn’t, right? but still.. just maybe…

what if.. i met you first.. no, if i didn’t know you
these thoughts are useless..
for i’m already living in the deeply set times of you

even though love increases as much as time’s weight, even though pain is heavy
still, i feel like you’ll love me
because it seems like you’re going to come to me if i wait just a little..
with these anticipations, i can’t leave you
even though i know that the accumulated time has made today.. oh girl
oh~ lady

2009-12-15T10:25:00.000+08:00

We're falling out.
For that, it's my fault.

Because of me...

2009-09-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

돌아올지도 몰라

You might come back
You might come back
Why aren't you coming back
I'm waiting for you like this
Like a fool

I tried to forget again today
But the more I do, it becomes more vivid
The memories of you is holding me and won't let me go, woo yeah

You've already left
But I still have useless hopes
I'm still the same, it's too hard, I can't forget you

(At the tip of my hand) I can still feel your body heat
(At the tips of my eyes) my eyelids redden as I yearn for you
I can't do it, I can't let you go

You might come back
You might come back
Why aren't you coming back
I'm waiting for you like this
Like a fool
You might come back
You might come back
Why aren't you coming back
I'm still waiting for you
You might come back

I was happy just being together
I was happy just looking at (you)
(I) feel as I have the whole (whole) world.
It was like that... yeah

You've already left
But I still have useless hopes
I'm still the same, it's too hard, I can't forget you

(In my ears) I can still hear your voice
(With my two eyes) I can still see your image clearly
I can't do it, I can't let you go

You might come back (I'm going to wait)
You might come back (oh~ you again, you)
Why aren't you coming back (to me)
I'm waiting for you like this
Like a fool
You might come back (you)
You might come back (will come back)
Why aren't you coming back (baby)
I'm still waiting for you (waiting like this)
You might come back

If you can turn back those footsteps that left me
If you're yearning for me as you remember the past memories
You can come back to me, I won't ask for the reason
Just come back next to me, come back to me
Yearning for you again today, I wiped my tears
Without any reason, the tears just flowed
The emptiness you've left is big, the thoughts of you grow deeper
Thinking of you again today, like a fool

You might come back (come back)
You might come back (with my tears, oh)
Why aren't you coming back (to me, who's waiting for you)
I'm waiting for you like this (without a word)
(Even though it can't...) like a fool
You might come back (no one)
You might come back (can replace you)
Why aren't you coming back (at this place, I'm... oh, you...)
I'm still waiting for you
You might come back

For Jaebeom, Hwaiting!
do return, saranghae <3

2009-08-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

i feel the need to post this up.

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
and all thats left are these empty frames
all thats left are these empty...

2009-06-02T08:40:00.002+08:00

this is super late >.<

we've made it, gave our best!
but what was with our sportsmanship?

still got a long way to go...

i cant bear to let go of all the trainings.
my only venting grounds.
no longer will i be able to perfect off my kicks.
i have yet to spar with much capabilities.
i dont want it to end T.T

2009-05-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

"Don't stress yourself. Relax..."

easier said.
me and my commitments. haizz..
never-ending...

it seems as if the bubble will burst anytime soon. lol
just like US' state of economy before it got hit by recession. XD

i deserve no breaks...
all this late nights are killing me.
T_T

2009-05-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

Yuk jang!!
we're currently in for an emotional ride as the competition draws near. It wont get in the way of our aim for the competition. just dont lose hope and continue striving for the best!
remember our pact: not to lose to Pal Jang, whom have gotten stronger with each day.
most importantly, dont lose to yourselves. give the best we've got and enjoy the experience (:
Leader, dont doubt youself. you're doing better than you thought. there's always the reason why sir appoint you as the team leader :D

7 teams in yuk JAng category,4 medals... 3 will go home with no medals.
will aim for the top 3. we will, and we shall!

neglecting my studies for far too long. disappointed with myself!!! T_T

2009-05-14T20:51:00.002+08:00

i'll have to put a distance...

great...been feeling lethargic for this whole week for some reason. lack of sleep or am i just physically tired? mentally drained too. need to pick up my pace once more.

hm will fail for this upcoming maths test on mon. still have yet to do any practices yet. what have i been doing all this while?
the answer is pretty obvious. haizz..

sir eric organizing a training session with NTU TKD club next friday. YAY!! haha want to know how our team is faring.
it seems i have too many things clashing. might not be able to go for the meeting once more?

Talent-time next saturday. Can't wait (:

2009-05-02T10:57:00.003+08:00

ok, have been feeling moody this days..
don't even know the cause of it. >.<

had a reality check recently:
Dreams and miracles are just figments
That will never come true

i'm really feeling down...
but something to look forward to:
If you cant get what you like,
Learn to like what you get. (:

i'm gonna give my best, leaving no rooms for regrets.

2009-05-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

To: Yuk-Jang Team
i can't help it. felt really hopeless when all of us were all over the place right from the start. My apologies. ):
but hey, you guys manage to pull through and learn the moves real fast (: thankfully after much fooling around and even for Sir Eric to forget about us >.<
proud of you guys, for us to be able to be synchronize for the first 4 steps. may not seem much, but i know it's a very good progress. :D
Love you guys <3
keep up with our pace, and give the best for this upcoming tournament.
We'll make it through as a team. (:
Hooi Kim, Dixon, Valerie, Anli, Joey, Chu Harn.

Not just us, the other teams too. Ganbatte!
Bring Glory to the club and most of all the school >.<

To: PSL OC
i'm really sorry if i have been slowing down any part of our progress and decision making as a whole. will pick up the pace and be more active during the meetings. in order to achieve our aim, let's give our best, heart and sweat (:

am i being too ambitious?

miss the times we spent as a clique. When will our next outing be? T_T

2009-04-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

I'm singing my song
I'm not trying to hide
That i'm beautiful inside
Beautiful inside.

You won't hear me lie
Because i don't care at all
I'm a little creep inside
I just don't care at all.

Beautiful Inside-Kerli

2009-04-09T23:42:00.003+08:00

totally disappointed with myself,
tsk!
weren't able to keep my emotions in check.
darn,
need to have better control,
i'm no longer a kid..

AMIRAH, when will you grow up?!?
perhaps i just dont want to.
i want the fantasies i drew,
where hurt don't exist.

im beginning to sound like Aishah! XD
haha ooops =x

Yixin, thanks for the chocs

binge on food, ice cream, chocs and more food... x_X

#edit: thankies to Ati too!! <33

2009-04-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

i tried my best,
shall await the result in 2 weeks time

trng will intensify on pattern despite sir eric's promise?

May pattern competition up next,
Jiayou!!

accidentally hit grandma with a basketball.
truly and sincerely sorry for that,
darn guilty for that T_t

still alot more stuff to cover,
when will i have the time for everything? x_x

2009-04-05T07:22:00.002+08:00

i will give my best,
today, tomorrow and always.

grading today>.<
please don't screw up no matter what...

proposals to be done up,
with no experience. o.O

2009-03-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

i want to strangle S20..
JY, esp...
haizz x_x

bad start to the week.
just want to stay away.

FHR made my day <33

2009-03-29T12:24:00.000+08:00

because i'm forever not needed and trusted..
i'm sorry ):

2009-03-28T13:35:00.002+08:00

two words so far to describe for the past few weeks: Hectic. Tired.

ok..
Sir Eric: Show it to me that you want it.

I fear i wont be able to participate in the upcoming May's pattern competition. It's not gonna be based on volunteerism much. its gonna be a selection for a team of min 6 people. i really want it to be another experience worth remembering along with the other TKD peeps. have to really put in more effort by wed. The force and aggression? i will put in my best! i wont fail!
(the J1s are actually not bad [: )

Volunteered myself for Project Simply Love. will be in the planning comm. hope i wont be a disappointment. Girish, sorry if i'll be a lot of trouble during this whole process. >.<

i have failed to keep my promise to dad.. T_T at the end of last year, i promised that i wont have much more commitments from this year on. well.. i have simply failed to do so...
shall do my best nevertheless(:

2009-03-13T16:10:00.002+08:00

InThum Korea Birthday Celebration

haha. (:
Happy birthday to Abigail, Aisyah, Shiqah, Nadiah & Han Lyn.
weren't able to keep much of plan from the birthday peeps lol.

alright!
will look forward to the next outing or gathering=D

ps: Shiqah bully me T_T

2009-02-27T21:25:00.002+08:00

NTU TOC 2009

we didnt win, neither did we lose (:
sorry you guys for making all the mistakes. >.<
Good job!
We shall give our best for May's!
we'll make sure of that ^_^

Thank loads to you guys who supported us. lol
even though you guys keep saying we were better =x
that makes my day(:

glad i met some Sparex ppl. oops. didnt really acknowledge them.
only said hi and waved to xuanie. lol

2009-02-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

i really feel lousy this whole week.
made one big mistake, and yea so..
BIG MISUNDERSTANDING occurs. D:
darn it, why cant i just use my brain properly.

dont think many realise, or did they?
argh.. i really just lost a friend. T_T

i think it's really me being insensitive. @_@
for that, i'm truly sorry. it wont reach out much.
i truly am. ):

today makes my day, with the drama fest.
hilarious, especially romeo and juliet. haha
Good job you guys :3

no more braces? seems weird >.<

2009-02-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

hmm. valentine's day tmr (:
spend the whole night up last night baking the cookies
ahaha

Thanks for the gifts!

as expected, mom scolded for celebrating V. day.
oopss. >.<

managed a day studying with ati, akmal & haziq.
quite productive? fell asleep for the first hour.

met Chin to pass her the cookies too
haha. GG for your paper? lol

NEXT CLIQUE OUTING AT PASTAMANIA ((:

2009-01-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

another week has past.
YAY!!

ok im still quite sunburnt from last weekend's family gathering lol.

haha been doing some stupid stuff since coming back from holis. >.<
im not even sure what i even did. x_x
shan't rant it here=x

have been having pc and trng for 3 days straight...

alright. weekends are here and my body is aching away.
oopps.. gonna get sick

aishah, will you be alright? t.t

2009-01-23T21:11:00.001+08:00

i'm PISSED...
somehow

Happy Birthday bro!!!
late wish and wasnt the first.
oh well.. i'll be the last (:

2009-01-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

ok..
i'm finally doing this..

1. The person who tagged you is?
Zhao Peng

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Inthum friend(:

3. Your 5 impressions of he/she?
hardworking, sense of humour, man of words, motivator, loud =x

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
hmm. motivating me all this while?

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
i cant remember.. one whole chunk of motivations. haha

6. If he/she become ur lover, you will?
will i? how am i suppose to know, im still living in the present without thinking ahead. =x

7. If he/she becomes your lover,thing he/she has to improve on will be?
i'm not sure, less loud?

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
run away, cant afford to offend anyone x_x

9. If she/he dies , you will?
cry? have yet to experience losing a close one, hopefully not any time soon

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now?
good question..er. chill more?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
random =p

12. How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
awkward>.<

13. the characters you love yourself are?
none =x only my eyes? is that counted? lol

14. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
loads. distracted too easily, very fact that i cant strike up a proper conversation T_T

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
outspoken and tall. ^_^

16. For people that you care and likes you, say something to them.
Love you guys, i dont know how my life will be without YOU!! <33

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
i dont have many to tag x_x
erm...
1. Aishah
2. Evelyn
3. Sze Him
4. Faza
5. Kimberley
6. Janine
7. Han Lyn
8. Zhu Qing
9. Alyah
10. Dionne

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
should still be available (: haha

9. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will that be a good thing?
lol. dont think so. XD

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Arts stuff,

22. What was the last time you had a chat wif no.3?
a proper chat? on sunday =D

23. What kind of music band no.8 like?
hahah. currently Kinki Kids lol

24. Does no.1 have any sibling?
yup heheh a younger brother

25. Will woo no.3?
haha. no she's my best bud, why would i?
she's already scary enough. =x

26. How about 7?
kyakyakya the same goes, a friend (:

27. Is no.4 single?
yup

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Tan, is that right? >.<

29. What is a hobby of no.10?
hobby? more like passion, DANCE (:

30. does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
they have yet to meet

31. Where does no.2 studying at ?
AJC

32. Talk about something for no.1.
the best bud you can ever find (: love you, haha cant snatch you from eve. lol

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
er...

34. Where does no.9 live?
Choa Chu kang, under one roof haha

35. What colour does no.4 like?
good qn. im clueless D: faza i'm sorry ):

36. Are no.1 and no.5 are best friend?
haha. nope. but they can go crazy together anytime haha

37. Does no.1 have any pet?
no.. but im sure she'll say she has (pet society o.O )

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
lol. she is. soo jealous T_T

39. What is no.10 doin now?
hmm.. probably dancin away =D

YAY! im finally done with this.

2009-01-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

trng in the morning today.
quite slack i must say. lol played king with the seniors.

played until 1.45. oops >.<
late in meeting aishah at SP for open house..
end up meeting at IMM along with Chin.
heheh (: lunch together

collected camera for the service centre...
and we head to CCK. aishah and i went for a haircut!!
XD mom said the haircut is ugly zzzz

2009-01-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

haha.
Happy new year.. though it's already the 3rd..

came up with my new year resolutions while studying >.<
not in any particular order though.

Save up more money

i have been a spendthrift in 2008. seriously disappointed in myself. haizz. im not even rich, tsk. D:maybe i could even get my own loli clothes for prom. haha it'll be cool. =x

Be more open

bleagh. still cant start or continue a conversation for too long..
need to work on that although i'm making small progress. hahah

Cherish my dear friends

i realise that i hadn't been spending much quality time with you guys in 2008.
this year, it'll be a greater challenge. but that's ok. i'll take on the challenge (:

Shop for shirts.

Sis has been complaining that i use her shirts too often. boo... not my fault you're the one who keep going shopping xp
ok.. i should change that habit of mine

Do well for A lvls.

this willl be extremely important. tsk the only route from JC.
with that, it will mean there wont be much slacking and lesser time spent using the computer. need to prioritise my time well. super bad at this..speaking of which Ati used to ask me to help her manage her time. haha. miss that.
oopss...
anyways, there's still loads of catching up to be done. T_T

Learn to say 'No!'

darn.. since last year, this has yet to be accomplished.

Habit to Run

i need to keep myself fit, really need to slim down by prom.. why have i even think that far.. zz
will have to train up my stamina which will keep plunging if i dont hurry...

that's about all...
i MUST achieve at least 2 of these.
Hwaiting! (:

2008-12-31T08:48:00.001+08:00

2008 is coming to an end T_T
2009 in approx 15hrs..
NOOO!!!
not looking forward to the new year.
have yet to come up with new year resolutions.
haizz... ):

how screwed can the new year gets...
x_x

2008-12-28T07:36:00.002+08:00

making slow progress...
oh well.. doesn't matter as long as i continue on, right?

AMIRAH HWAITING!!!
will cheer when it's all done (:

2008-12-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Anniversary to mum & dad!!
<33

had to forgo the bloody cake that was meant for you.. ):
sorry..

2008-12-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

woohoo. it's chirstmas eve(: trying to stay awake.. although fell asleep around 9 waiting for aunt, uncle & cousins to come over >.< left with 45 mins till 12 mn. (:
YAY! gonna wish..

had group meeting today for our report, only ying xin & jeng yang.
when we were crapping around,. i was the source of thier teasings. lol XD
i'll get back at them soon.. hohoho.

now 15...
was on the phone... although we were both silent...
>.<

really want to turn in right now...

Merry Chirstmas peeps!

2008-12-23T18:12:00.002+08:00

haha. watch twilight with Chin Ming & Lin Lin yesterday.
heheh just wanted to meet up with CM (:

the movie...
hmm.. i got restless even before an 1hr into the show =.=
CM agrees with me.. bleagh D:
only like the baseball part <3
and alice & jayson, the vampire pair. heheh

boo...

hohoh. lin lin =x

2008-12-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

saturday. was loads of fun & packed.

Friendlies with NYJC in the morning before rushing to Derek's house for bbq.
heheh. Love the fun peeps loads <3 another outing soon(:

refer to shiqah's fb for pics XD
i look stupid playing marco polo. darn D:
haha.

left at 9.40pm, head for sembahwang park for relative's bbq.
reached at 11+ most of them left liao .. BOOO... T_T
oh sorry fatin, tolf you by 10.. came an hour late. >.<

today..
i'm still slacking away.
AMIRAH!!!
you got to buck up now!!!
WAKE UP!?!?!

2008-12-17T12:11:00.015+08:00

i've finally drag myself to start posting before it dies off...
came back from Korea 3 weeks ago XD

Day 0:

family pic - dad + kak nana & bang Fadz

azimah & me (:

Day 1:

HL & me at the Incheon Airport

group photo in Hanyeong Language High School

sub-grouping; the guys disappeared D:

Day2:

Han Lyn got herself a free hug in Insadong

Ying Xin too (:

Derek & Zhao Peng during our dinner

Derek's, Ian's & my finished Big cup of tea
believe me, it was worth toasting to.

Day3:

HL & me <3 style="font-style: italic;">*should have seen Jeng Yang face while we were posing>.<
ying Xin joined us ^_^

more shots, Zhao peng requested this to see HL pose XD

got interviewed by Russians. XD
we're gonna appear on tv (:

Day4:

Allysa, HL, Miss Lim, me

Nadiah & Allysa

Zhao Peng & me

Jeng Yang & me
*manage to convince him to do that pose >.<

our room in DreamTel, a hostel.
our last few moments, packing our stuff

Greg & me in Mac's during lunch

Chee Yew & Hiong Yong playing with the revolver door(?) during our visit for Urban Planning, was it?

Day 5:

haha Chee Yew was getting into the game.

was this in a blue house? no idea. the guard was directly in the middle of S & N korea. cool right?

Zhao Peng, Ching Kit, guard & Derek

dinner was seriously something to look forward to.
finally, we ate meat, our only Halal meal ^_^

Fatin with her chicken XD

The Halal ladies entered Hard Rock Cafe!
hilarious moment, doing somthing daring( maybe not) in Itaewon..

Day6:

one of the cars when we visited Hyundai motors

a whole line of the new cars

Day 7:

final day, visited Olympic park (:

Chee Yew & me. (tryin to be as tall, big failure >.<)
Trying to blow the flame out

Allysa & me (:

Lim Ther & me
haha. remembered teach me lame games XD

Guys shot (*see Jeng Yang & Chee Yew)

Fatin & me braved ourself to take a pic with the staff at ParkTel
(initially wanted a pic with a grp of jap guys there XD)

2008-11-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

it had been a busy weekend.

Saturday...
rise early to head off to Tampines.
Abang Reza and Endra got married.
haha. didnt really help out with the rewang.
after that rushed to yishun.
rewang with aunts and cousins for Abang Shahril wedding preparation.
cut carrots and pineapple.
at 3 head off to the girl's side for the engagement.
darn. sight blocked by tall people =.=

Sunday...
Abang Shahril marriage.
witnessed him getting mushy trying to get his wife to open up the door, XD
long day. help with clearing tables..
cheered for cousins who karaoke-ed :D

Selamat Pengantin Baru to dearest Couz!
hingga berkekalan ke anak-cucu. (:
i seem to feel a lost... T_T

2008-11-21T17:21:00.003+08:00

heheh XD
aishah, charmaine and i crashed Red Camp 5.
can't help it.
okay had loads of fun doing the mass dance.
unfair... the CCA day was today.
T_T i badly wanna go...

fetish for guys with braces

had fun talking to the SLs(:

tsk. have to give the zouk out a miss today D:

2008-11-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

T_T i really missed talking to Chin Ming. :3
girl, you must send me off also! XD
ok, she just made me jealous =x
tsk. nothing against her.
aishah, you've heard from her too right? T_T

haizz.. i seriously cant bring myself to study D:

dearest Mandy..
Happy Birthday!!
yup looking forward to dec. ((:

hmm... counting down to lots of stuff
2 days to RED CAMP!!! ^_^
3 days to phy re-exam
4 days to Zouk out?
5 days to cousin's wedding (:
5/6 days before Sze flies off
less than a week to Korea trip.

darn... still need to buy lots of stuff D:

2008-11-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

still cant get over the fact
i'm gonna give TKD camp a miss D:
i want the tough trngs. x.x
i sound sick. +.+

anyways. heheh.
either i'll be participating or volunteering for chingay
=D hopefully..

darn it...
i should stop my nonsense. x_o

2008-11-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

left early from S20 bbq.
sorry guys...
just felt waswas(cant think of the eng word) of the food.
mommy doesnt even know tsk.
somehow i understand better her reasons of having bbq
other than family.

hontouni, gomen D:

2008-11-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

OP is finally over!!! yokatta! ^_^
even though it was sooo screwed.
took a pic as a group XD

in GO
cant get back result slip yet.D:

BBQ tmr! (:
looking forward to it.

have to finish off i&r

2008-11-02T22:01:00.003+08:00

i wanna go..
K-pop Night 2008!!!
its on 4th Nov, tues night
tsk. don't think can get the tix. T_T

Man wants a K-session with the clique
^_^
wahahah. yay!
can't wait. hopefully a whole clique gathering (:

2008-10-31T12:09:00.003+08:00

thurs.
last squash training until dec.
coach showed us how to play golf. haha.
and made us run before having our own games.
iceman, netball, TruthorDare, soccer. (:

at 7. head off for imm.
meet the clique: Ai, Ati, Eve.
celebrate b-lated birthday.
thankies <33 loads.
for the cake.
and even for the present.
i'm still cracking up for the weird present requested. XD hoho.
even Man, thanks for the wish over the phone.

FAZY!!!! you too!
thanks so much. heheh.^_^

heaven send down an angel to my heart <33

2008-10-30T15:17:00.001+08:00

darn it.
think i crapped my way through...

Valerie....stop teasing me already. D:

2008-10-29T21:52:00.007+08:00

MTL A level is in a few hours.
and im still slacking away D:
disappointed in myself.
Ganbatte to all!

Ganbatte to the J2s for their A's (:

darn...i forget something once more
x.x
whatever @_@

give a listen to Dare4Distance
by NeverShoutNever
reminds me of secondhand serenade =p

Mondays I sleep away
Tuesdays I lay awake
Wednesdays, they are the worst
Thursdays I reminice
Fridays I see your face
And I can't breathe

2008-10-28T15:45:00.002+08:00

i got re-exam for physics!!!
X.x
does that mean chem too??D:
great way to start off the week

2008-10-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

I'm heading off to...

KOREA!!

Haengbok Hamnida (:

forgotten something once more... @_@

2008-10-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

i'm a pest D:

2008-10-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

ytd..
Jian Yun, Happy Birthday!
kekeke. did you spend it with TK?

the class celebrated her's and mine yesterday.
lol. they made cookies when they chased me away on tues.
Love the cookies.
haha. JY gotten Spongebob frm the girls.
i gave her yellow carebear.
XD should see how she lighted up.

Shawn and the guys mixed up my birthdate ytd D:

haha. abit paisey walking around with elmo clinging on me.
gift from S20 girls.
thanks a truck load ^_^
the guys played with it.
haha. dixon blushed during civics in hall.
'caught' playing with elmo XD

JY gave me slippers <3 thankies. lols
Yi Hui gave me a hug. :3
S20 gave me loads of birthday wishes
Fairuz, Valerie, Natasha, Valerie's friends(sorry forgot)
:D seriously thank you sooo much (:

Ai, Ati, Eve!!
heheh. love you guys
sidenote: thanks chim for remembering...

Historians having outing on Deepavali
destination: Mrs Ram's house. (:

YAY!
<3 love the historians.

2008-10-19T22:41:00.004+08:00

ati seems to be rather disappointed..
gomen. ):

and i just got busted.
dreading the upcoming week.
note to self: tuck in shirt.
will be hard to convince
since belt has to be seen

and i wanna believe you
when you tell me it'll be okay
ya i try to believe you
but i don't

2008-10-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

08S20 is <3

2008-10-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

promise me the class will still be together, will you?
):
pulled hamstring, swollen leg.
how am i to wear my heels tmr for hari raya visiting?
D: i'll just have to bear with it till it's really unbearable.

on a lighter note,
taking class pic soon and making class shirt soon.
ureshi na~ ^_^
our class keep changing colour. cant decide on it XD

2008-10-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

i'm just totally screwed. wont bother bout the day.
had mock grading.
was super nervous, blanked out, and screwed.
emo-ed away after that.
walter had on a scary face.
dare not talk. ):

darryl-sempai came and somehow he wasnt really satisfied. XD

2008-09-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

gotten back phy paper 1 today.scared me to bits. while looking for my paper cant help but peep at others. some failed. so i was thinking. that's it. then spot my paper. manage to pass! a 60%. hmm not bad. but not that good either. how am i going to depend on that to help me pass my the whole paper and the overall score. D:
if this is indeed miracle. hope it will repeat for a few more.

ytd had chem paper1 back too. tsk not satisfactory...
hadn't gotten at least a 18/30 to enable me a 60%. haiss. really hope i can pass:#
went thru econs paper. can say i totally screwed up for that. tsk.

tmr hari raya.(:
a much needed break from school.
cleaning the house ain't fun at all. tsk. x.x

2008-09-29T19:36:00.003+08:00

i really am a big disappointment.
opportunity cost. the next best alternative forgone.
i just ps someone. really feel bad... ):

all this time, have been complaining away about my life.
failed to see the suffering of an old friend.
haiz.
i'm lucky ne?

to her,
Ganbatte. if given a chance, you should really transfer over.
take care of your health.
really miss you..

2008-09-27T18:25:00.002+08:00

haha missed my sempai!
the other day, studying in lib, met my tutor XD. didn't even realise it was him.
got this habit of talking to peeps pass their heads. hohoho.
ok that's beside the point.

PROMOS officially over!!!
i know i screwed up big time. D:
didnt answer alot of questions, in chem, phys and econs @_@
wahahah. tsk this is the lack of discipline can do to you. and blame my small brain capacity

yesterday, surprised dearest chim over at her house with the whole clique.
her reactions are damn funny lar.
dont even let us take pictures of her. only her hair :\
the plan of watching Kurosagi was destroyed. stupid slow bus get caught in the traffic...
:( another day perhaps..

had trng today. muahahah. grading will certainly not be a breeze as well...
my transition of movement is not smooth D:
need to practice more....
did the body for the powerpoint for OP. haha.
left with the editting. kekekek. 'kiasu'-ism. lol

lastly....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN MING!!
wahahah.
*hugs*
XD

2008-09-21T07:50:00.003+08:00

ytd. tried to study in the lib. due to stupid location of the table next to the window. cant study at all.
had a bad migrain and gastric. @_@
bump into kim! haha. miss her loads. she was with her friends before joining eve, sze and me. XD
haha. gave me her post-it messages again. miss those too.

haha. yup that's the post-it (:

most importantly, its a good game for me...
think can see myself being retained @_@

2008-09-14T08:20:00.000+08:00

i just got ps-ed ytd.
pissed off. D<

2008-09-13T07:24:00.003+08:00

" You won't be S20 if you don't confuse me."
as quoted from our papa. XD

being compared to S10. still seems like we are 'stupid'.
S20! proof him wrong!
Ganbatte!

poor him. having lost his papers.
well...
at least i've found out something new.
*hint* =x

i'm actually surprised with myself.
stayed awake throughout the phy lessons this whole week.
must give my all...
GP will be a killer D:

2008-09-04T15:37:00.001+08:00

i'm a big great disappointment to myself and to my friends

i'm really sorry ):

2008-08-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

ok. lots of things happen over the past week. not too sure exactly.

the J2s are on their study break. wont be seeing them. tsk. school's super empty and quiet without them ):

thurs night. investiture overnight. had bbq and clubbing. heheh. athmosphere not as hyper as NP ZOUK Nite. tink so. yea. but still happening (:
smoked salmon XD
fri the investiture before the start of the national day celebration. haizz. now have to conduct my behavior well and not get into trouble. ):
sorry aishah your birthday celebration kinda cancelled or postponed. make it up to you when eve comes back(: when for mad. at night. wahhaah

today. "watch" NDP at esplanade. not really a good view of it. but the fireworks were just superbly splendid. the camera had to die halfway...
haha. something hilarious happen. Han Lyn was somehow questioned by a female police. and she was like "dont arrest me please". haha. think her male coleague(sp?) was interested in her XD
the train ride was tiring...

tomorrow. running with Ati and studyin. hope the lib will be open. :/
mon class outing at sentosa. please let me be able to go. (:
pic post tmr perhaps. i really like to procastinate

2008-08-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

its already august.
there's only a few weeks left til my impending doom. haizz. phy no hope. cant even pass.
banking on chem maths for h2. hope gp and econs can pass too. that will make me a happy girl.

on a ligther note. celebrated eve belated's and aishah early birthday ysterday. XD last min planning. only with 4 members. both of them and ati and me. haha. just pig out on ben and jerry. haha. the first time. really love the ice cream there. XD just realise ati love to go b y reverse physcology. =.=

eve flying off on mon to camebridge for 2 weeks!! 2 long weeks D: unfairness. why am i still stuck here?
have fun eve. must really get lots and lots of gifts for us.
everyone flying off on mon. the geog peeps going to new zealand. wont be able to see my cca mates. Yihui Mildred and Joey. haizz. have fun you guys ((:

most importantly, HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT!!
eve you especially. we better see you in one whole piece. tsk. thinks until so far. @_@

note: i really think a clique bunny bag is cute XD. but ati and sze a bit against that. hmm. the clique must really get something matchy. (:

the upcoming week is super packed. haha.
interhouse games this wed. the ic for squash. i'm soo gonna screw that up. T_T
investiture on fri morn. can i please step down. i really dont want to. i dont have the leadership. not even the skills. haizz. wish me all the luck.
then celebrating aishah's birthday officially. XD heheh *twinkles*
sat watching hanabi with hanlyn. anyone else joining us? ati i just remember this plan. we run in the morn? XD
sun chiong studies.
mon going watch movie and fun by the sentosa beach with S20 girls. are you guys coming along?

*really hope am allowed for all the outings. if not i ps you all. will be more sad. ):

pics next time...

2008-07-27T11:01:00.006+08:00

darryl sempai is warded. not exactly sure what happen to him durin his NS training. Get Well Soon (:

training yesterday. not much people came. tough. my shi-fu tekan us when he told me he super shagged in army training. @_@ first time see shi-fu super scary. learn new kick (: super happy. back thrust. seems easily than front hook. hmm. must perfect off these kicks including all the other kicks. turning kick and slamming kick. must work hard for a double next time. cant help but feel envy towards Leslie. ):

11+ quickly left for RP. for PPP performance. haha. had fun doing sounds. final night. got myself nervous doing the sound even with rehearsal 2 hours before. i even forgot the cue. T_T

didnt take lots of pictures.

make up in process..

take note of iza's transformation. (:
faizal waiting for his turn Razak too
Voila. a diva is born. super cool right?
the Terranova-ians
azureen with her teddy bear XDZulaiha blowing bubbles
the props peeps
the sounds and lights crew (:

haha. didnt take any pict of the Loramelodi-ians. nvm will get it from someone later (: coming friday will the prize giving. hope we at least get into top 3 (:

2008-07-18T17:43:00.002+08:00

haha. not sure when i had a full day detention. =.=
dionne wrote this:

everyday i see Ah-Ah

Ah-ah i see everyday

come what may

what may come

Ah- ah a day keeps the doctor away.

wahaha. she super random. XD

haiz this whole week.. i can only i say super suay. @_@

seriously bad luck is lingering near me.

wa~ T_T

glad gp and econs common test are over.

more to come. XD

i'll survive through this term and the year. i'll make sure of it. (:

tmr trilympics. YAY! goin for a run! han lyn and me targetting 20 laps. run jog walk. =D

2.4 time trial on tues for squash. haizz.. not going to make the timing. dec will have ranking for team selection. i'm soo not going to make it. such an embarrassement. a VC not on team.

I MUST WORK HARD!

quote of the week: "Where's your belt? i need to see your belt. like mine. see?"

wahaha. make a guess. XD

i hope to know our grading results by next wed.. i wanna know badly !?!?

2008-06-28T07:58:00.002+08:00

CFN was super fun i guess. met up with most of the ex-kranjians.(:
but im seriously disappointed...

it's weird not being able to participate in the event except for the mass dance. but who cares right? heheh XD
the dances.. hmm. i just cant feel the atmosphere. especially the street dance. D: they had no life to them...
if you compare 4e and 4d who turned up. us 4d lost to them. what happen to most of them??
haha.
had supper with faza eve and navin... wasnt expecting that. the whole clique just dissappeared after the event ended la. argh. im in frustrations la. but hey, i still had company right?

what ever has happen to us? we're breaking apart

will post up the pics on another day. off for TKD

2008-06-10T19:58:00.005+08:00

ok. i'm seriously just too lazy to post on past few days.

last thurs. sis came back!!

have i mention that? hmm...

*FRI, SAT, SUN*

kya!

super fun lar S****X camp.

met lots of ex-JJCian. heheh.

under Akuma group, Xuenie (GL) & Daniel (trainer)

^_^

Akuma has alot of HCI peeps. lol. only 3 out of 10 non-HCI, hahha. but they very frienly (:

hmm.. whatever lar. i lazy post..

skip to last day.

4/6 JJCian. got our butts kick. and even in the groin. OUCH. haha. all very suay.

i forget my coach's name.. @_@

durin the match. i totally blanked out lar. whatever trainings the days before and trainer's words didnt come into mind. except kick twice continuosly. heheheh. ^^

took some photos.
how we graduated from the camp was cool. hahha.

just realise... being the only malaygirl there, makes it just easy for the NTU fighters to know who i am.. not too used to that. keep being called.

oohh... my trainer from certain angle look like Shirota Yu. heheh.

hmm.. must get a good picture of him to show you guys. ^_^ wonder if it's just my eyes.

YAY! Daniel-sempai coming over tomorrow to somehow train us also (:

hope he got the right timing, somehow or rather.

*MON, TUES*

squash camp(:

fun.

finally had interaction with the guys.

heheh. one introduced and i forgot his name.told sherrill about it & she had to tell the whole world about it. bleagh.

seriously lar.

haha. at night lay on the field. the sky filled with stars. cool sia.

the girls played dapok( is dat how it's spelt?)

whatever lar. super hilarious. Su phyu got the title of Dapok Queen.

we seriously laugh hard. rolling on the floor. when she kena alot of times. poor her. lol XD

today had to run super far for morning jog. ran outside of school along the expressway all the way near jurong sumting skul. and past hua yi sec before returnin. its seems like eternity lar.

rush for Maths at 9, although it started at 8. then went back for squash. before leavin at 12.45 for PW meet-up.

slept at the last few minutes of it.

we all kena warning twice today. and all super high there.

Pic Spam..er..

see the cute guy there? sis is lucky ok..

hahah. juice bottle from Suntory

the bottle cap. kawaii neh? ^_^

NTU hostel: my room with GL and trainers Squash girls(: Dom, our little Piglet
seriously caught in the act.

2008-06-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

ok.. im jus too tired. just got back frm S****X camp. cant disclose much info.. heheh.
im just dead tired now..

Blisters, bruises, aches.
Fun, laughter, exhaustion,anxiety.

tommorow.
squash ccamp.
unsure how im gonna survive through this.
all the luck and energy to me. (:

will make full update sooner or later... >.<

2008-05-31T18:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday's schedule was super packed.
morning training
afternoon did squash survey over at town
evening rushed to study before heading out for madrasah exam at 7.30
night zoom off to airport

sis left for JAPAN!
she gonna ditch me for one whole week. boo...T_T
last night only able to see her for 1 min before she had to check in. stupid lar...
im still so jealous of her can? leaving me behind while she's having fun in japan.
only manage to get a few hours sleep before waking up to go for TKD.

heheh. more J1s came. thats good(:
just got to know grading in a month's time!
T_T i'm so not prepared!!! i really aiming to get a double. straight to yellow belt.
Ganbatte!

Jian Yun, Dionne & Dominic: thanks for the hard work. im such a disppointment.
note to self: do street survey in the future

watched Sensei wa Erai ( teachers are awesome)
ok so the title is lame. the plot is kinda lame to but one important lesson learnt.. (:

" We cant choose our teachers

nor can we change them.

To identify whether one is

a good or bad teacher,

depends on us.

As long as we thirst to learn,

the teacher is a good one.

That,

we have to realise."

haha. i somehow re-write it abit differently.

yups. so next term. i'll try to change my view and perspective. will give another go.

i will perservere!!!

2008-05-29T20:30:00.003+08:00

tues-
us squash girls super noob. we gotten ourselves thrashed by the SJI sec 1 boys. T_T
they play better lar. must train hard and play better. XD
its freaking scary when all of us were to play a game. where the girls had to mount onto the boys. imagine that la. they look fragile... actually most of them super strong.
fiona and i was the last girl pair standing when it came down to 4 pairs. heheh. (:
when straight for Changi for TKD after that.
early to arrive. late to assemble. nvm. doesnt make sense at all...^_^
played a game, which needed to work our brain cells and divided into 3 grps. grp 1 is the best. manage to get the highest although not complete.
and also the start of the angel &mortal ((:
lights out at 11.45(already been delayed).
ZZzzZZ

wed-
morning run at 7+. not considered very tough too me. oopss =x
suppose to be intensive training. but turns out rather slack. unexpected weather turn out.
& i can tell my kicks are gettin worse. buck up!
yong qiang & walter. annoying lol.
BBQ !!
followed by PoP.
congrats to you guys.
Gordon the new president. Ganbatte! ^_^
ps: not too be messed(muaythai)

angel & mortal game. screwed. lolx.
free time, washed up.
went looking for bapoks in one big group. heheh
the guys were all scared lar. hhaha especially Gerrick. XP

strolled to changi beach & bonded. while half of them return back to ground for a quick bathe.
time: 1+
heheh. seriously. throughout shawn was super hyper. "GO! GO!"
nearing 3 if not mistaken, moved to sit at a coffeeshop before returning.
turn in nearly 4.

thurs-
area clean-up
break camp. valerie is my angel. didnt even realise that. oh well.....
went to explore old changi hospital (in broad daylight XD)
just give me a sense of insecurity.
head down to tampines, with the bus breaking down half way... =.=
walked to the MRT statioon before realisin yong qiang pangsey us to take another bus..
had lunch at macs.before a longt journey home. @_@

tomorrow will be a super long day. with lots of things left undone.
Squash trng
PW interview(?)
study for mad. exam
Mad.

im not ready...
better catch up on my lost sleep time...

2008-05-24T09:55:00.002+08:00

heheh XD the long break is here!!
finally after one long and hectic term. not that it's much of a holiday for me. practically everyday have lessons and trainings and camps :D

ooo. congrats to Han Lyn interact club president(?), Dionne dance club president, Dixon treasurer, Zhuqing choir secretary. have yet to know the rest of them.

bleagh its seriously saddenin not having TKD training for 2 weeks now. haizz. nvm looking forward to next week (:

hmm.. forget what i wanted to write. stupid STM.
ohh well, will be doin lots of catching up during this period especially physics...

2008-05-16T14:16:00.008+08:00

first and foremost overdue pics and vid from last sat's talentime XD

Zhuqing. hahah

the beatboxers; Basket (grp category & overall winner)Girl band; wholly Molly

dance grp.
Crank. Dionne's grp
ok so the pictures are sucky. haizz

will post the vids later. so tired of waiting.
had camp last night. shawn attitude was super different. totally hyped up. hilarious during the singing session. s20 would know. ithink. water games. we screwed it.
but kinda dissappointed la 'cause was kindaa hoping to have lots of fun T_T
sorry JY.

this morn,sports day.Xiang Hui was random today. lol.saw dixon run for fartlek. wah super fast lar. pro ar he XD. all and all banni manage to sustain the cheer champion title. lol. not bad got 3rd overall.
and yellow is the colour. nope.

BLUE IS THE COLOUR.

BANNI THE TSUNAMI

something is just not right somewhere. better hope it isnt what it seems.

No TKD training tomorrow. oh well get to play squash with the girls then (:

oh last wed TKD, had an interview for the different post. haha. somehow they know the news. hm. cant hold any post. justin was funny. lol. "i wan to be the president 'cause i wan to be ____"

& bing xiang treats me like a child. bleagh=x

2008-05-03T07:54:00.002+08:00

dominic and jian yun returned yesterday. Okaeri(:

zhuqing was on mc though.. bleagh. felt a void. cant get hyper:(
girl, get well soon:D
skipped yoga for GPP. mr jega(?) recognise me.. "how come i never see you during yoga? what class a re you from?"
oopss. big mistake to even walk near the dance studio >.<

had fun during squash training hehhe. only worked on our drive did try for a moment on boast. hmm. i suck at that.
T_T hui min going to quit squash. waa~ it wont be the same without her.

ok. off for taekwando training now. getting my squash racket today. and its gonna be BLUE. haha hopefully. meeting ati also for study session. XD

2008-05-01T16:19:00.004+08:00

argh!!
dont like the hot weather.. the whole house is so stuffy. and i practically wasted my time stoning. the weather is really getting to me, getting pissed at nearly everything.
where's the cold rainy season? i want that! at least it'll make my day. T_T

lol. yesterday was fun. somehow or rather.
went for taekwando and squash. Sir Raj came back from wherever he went to. haha.
learnt one thing: short people nowadays are at an advantage. XD haha.
paired up with Rachel, fun to be with (:
will be going for sparring camp during holis. will be looking forward to that. at least there'll be company (:
squash. played a game with Zhimin & lost T_T a pathetic score of 8-0. haha. her service was really good. went home with Sherill & got to know she's into jap dramas too. (another YamaP fan.)

i find endless YamaP fans in JJ. >.<

going to check out rackets today. can only go for cheap ones. i want the Prince racket! Dunlop wont be that bad XD

2008-04-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

yokatta!
today had chem and maths test. can only say not bad. duable (: haha. have a feeling i'll pass. even if its borderline, it'll make my day XD

seriously cannot tahan with my class antics( is it?)
espescially during chem. haha.

ohh. according to haresh, im showing my true colours.
ooppss. better switch back to "innocent" girl mode. lol. must show good character.
>.<

shared some stuff with zhuqing. heheheh XP. must start scouting for her. *winks*

bleagh. sis goin off to japan is about a month time. lucky her...at full subsidy. XD

manage to stay on in squash. glad for that.
taekwando. did low block and punch. yups. even gotten our gi. im still not happy with my gi size. the shirt is freaking short. =.=

talentime semifinal. manage to catch two performances. their voice were really good. didnt manage to watch dionne dance.): im sure she and her dance group can get through. heheh :D

cracking my brain for the stupid PI of mine. even been told by my friend. my journey has no link at all... T_T
cant take it lar.. my brain can never think that far out. out of the box. forever only in and also never deep/ ok. im starting to crap too. @_@

2008-04-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

bleagh. debate was aweful @_@ is that even spelt correctly? haha. nearly whole group didnt prepare. and so i was also crapping. my memory is soo failing me. forgot that i had to meet mr kwek.

physics SPA was just as bad. set-up was a bit screwed... :s

PC was kiddy. lol. should see Shana. haha. she was having so much fun there. XD

2008-04-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

damn. i just got rejected for the blood donation drive. same goes to Jian Yun and Han Lyn.
bleagh. somehow second time? and i was soo looking forward to donating some blood. low blood count of 10. opps. XP

kinda slack but its all damn packed schedules. doesnt make sense >.< debate.. still not done yet.. haizz.
PW grouping.. not bad. Dionne, Jian Yun & Dominic (:

coach gonna select a few as training goes for squash. hmm. hope i dont get kick out. @_@

ooo. yesterday, gotten picked to be the temporary vice capt. dont even know what i was suppose to do XD

hhaha. i better cont. with my debate factors :S

2008-04-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

and so with everyone mugging, i was slacking in one corner. sorry just cant take it... >.<
haizz. i think i'll flunk my maths test tomorrow. i just cant keep up with the pace. time is ticking very fast when i'm just having too much fun XD

had dinner with the clique. with 3 of them who cant make it. even go MIA. hmm..=.=
so thats jus my reason for not studying...

anyways OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO YAMAPI. :D

2008-04-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

haha. lessons per normal. funny during science prac.

Ms Xu : Dominic, are you sleeping?
Dominic shakes head
Ms Xu : i can't scold you 'cause you have an innocent face.
(turning to Shawn) i cant do the same to you Shawn. You dont have the innocent look.

XD haha. Shawn always gets targetted by Ms Xu.

rained heavily today. kinda juggling with my stuff and my umbrella.
No TKD tomorrow ): was looking forward to trainings. maybe sat?

2008-04-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

yay. mon was somehow a great day XD
gotten news i made it into SQUASH!!!
imagine that. even if i dont make it for tennis, i'll have squash right? it comes close >.<

manage to finish my PI and handed it in. hope it wont get rejected.
just came to a hard truth.. come to think of it? what hard truth? just some colours?
ok i'm not making much sense...

i'm just happy right now even though i'm fighting it with my headaches...

2008-04-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

ok... im feeling so lazy right now.
dont even feel like lifting a finger to do any work...

@_@
will so get in trouble soon.
next week. im soo looking forward to test, test and MORE test. hope i wont fail for any. cant afford to have any fails... >.<

2008-04-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

i feel inferior. have been blog hopping. and most of the girls fom my class were from nan hua.. T_T

another hectic week. and i find myself with lots of injuries...
grazed my knees, twisted my ankle? (was it?) bad week? guesss not.
it sure was hilariously fun this week. the guys have all open up. and even the teasings. XD

& i'm so hating my physics/ PW/Civics tutor...

well its TGIF today. im glad it is. (:
but guess even on weekends i'm still busy...

p.s :hoping for a chance on the team (:

2008-03-29T09:40:00.003+08:00

i cant believe it.

GOT INTO 2nd TRIAL OF TENNIS!?!?

this had better be true and not get the wrog person. cos Muneera was so much better than me and se didnt even get into the coming trial. did they mix up my name with hers? haizz..
congrats to MArliyana for getting ito the trial too (:

had such a super busy week. didnt even realise myself to get involve in lots of stuff. been having too much exercise for this week.
mon- PC & squash
tues- nth
wed- taekwando
thurs-squash
fri- PC.

and right now my whole body is aching.

oh speaking of thurs, i have such acrazy phys teacher. he want us all to die. first of all he took over the PW period when it was canceled. lesson suppose to end at 5. and he was like " we'll end the lesson at 6, ok? " grinning away. cant even see all of the class was practically dead. =.=
even for SPA, he didnt really teach us how to carry out the experiment. he happily do the experiment by himself. what's worst he didnt carry it out in front of the class...
the class was like " at this rate we all going to fail for physics ! "

great just great...

2008-03-24T21:57:00.003+08:00

its a super tiring day today. but hey, cant deny the fact that i had fun (:
start off the day with PC. heheh. love PC to bits. XD
then lectures and tutorial. fell asleep most of the time. right under mr tan's nose during physics. lol

ooh ohh ohh...
after skul at 5 had squash IDP. crash course for me since i missed last week's lesson. but somehow manage to catch up. seriously i need to work on all my backhand. had a match with a senior if not wrong. he was like" relax i wont use my full force. why you play differently ?" cant help it. need super long time just to warm up. final score was 9-0. wahahha. >.<

got home @ 8.30 walking under the rain...
i'll join the squash class on thursday too. hehe.
and so i neglect my hw again. will get into trouble man.. haizz

most of the peeps went off for camp. sad T_T

2008-03-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! Good Friday is tomorrow. that means no school. hehehe(:

so far, my teachers are good. except physics. he's just kinda slow...hmm @_@
for maths, haha. mr Kwek after class end asked us: How do you find the class?
everyone went erm... he really isnt satisfied with the ans "ok". he asked me and i answered " Scary". haha. had to go in front of the class just to ask a classmate on my doubt. lols. his reasons " you at least contributed to the class doubt's. and courage comes from fear" ok. i'm just summing it up. which reminds me of more maths. SUMMATION. wahaha

regarding cca, i think i'll just stick to taekwando.yesterday had meeting fr that where we sat for 3 hours watching a movie titled "Kick Spin". interesting but somehow i cant identify the characters once again. that we'll have proper training next week. cant wait. i want to jump asmuch belt as possible. XD i'm realy over ambitious right now.
as for MCS-Malay Cultural Society- another one of my cca . haha. i'll be participating in Pesta Peti Putih ( white box festival?). haha. maybe not as actress. just backstage crew. love being at the back... XD

ooo. i got squash next mon.(for IDP not cca) looking forward to that. missed the previous lesson hmm.. lots to catch up i think...
but i think i'll go for the squash trial next week too. hopefully i'll get in? next best thing to tennis right?

i'm gettin into too much involvement right now... hhaa ^_^

im just getting stressed up... workload is doubling up..
even with that doubled, i just keep finding myself stoning without any words being absorbed.

2008-03-18T19:09:00.003+08:00

haha. for IDP squash. my name somehow transforms. lol
Amirah Kalyisah to Amirah Koh Yi Sah.
can see the similiraties. haha
now i'm a chinese!! XD

anyways. lessons was a bore today. slept during chem lecture & even wasn't paying attention to Chem SPA practical. haha. who could even pay attention @ 2.30 pm until 4? maybe not for me...
so i ended up doing all the wrong things. did titrations. but apparatus seems different. soo struggle trying to figure out how to use them. >.<

made azimah waited for nearly an hour for me. so she left without me. sorry..
funny ar. was walking towards the 172 bus stop. the usual guy who took the same bus every morning was across the street. haha. somehow i was walking fast and even over took him. but somehow i missed the bus. thank goodness it was a short bus. so waited a few mins more for the next bus. met azimah on the bus. lol.

guess what? the next stop, the guy boarded the bus. according to azimah, he was shocked when he saw us. haha XD its either me or her?
wahaha. hilarious... nt bad ba.

and i've just gotten myself a big blister.

tomorrow Taekwando...

2008-03-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

first day of term 2. not bad. my class peeps, only 2 made an effort to talk to me. XD
haha. Banu thought i was a chinese. to think i was already dark enough. >.<

for PC, took height& weight. i shrunk to 151. all thanks to my lazyness to stand up straight. lame. i know.=.=
then, some running. woohoo! FUN! wahahah

then lesson like normal. bearable.

& the latest news from tennis peeps.
THERE WONT BE A RECREATION TEAM THIS YEAR

that sucks. there goes my chance of joining tennis at all. haizz. maybe should get own tennis lesson. just like yaya . although her's is ex.

He said hi today. XD

2008-03-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

argh!!! im freaking pissed..
at myself!!
i scrwed up big time for the tennis trial. why do i have to panic at that moment?!?!
D:
i missed alot of the balls flying at me and even caused one of the tennis guy's racket to fly.
what the hell lar. looks like i wont be able to make the team now.
they're gonna select a few to go for another round to make sure they can form a girl's team.
that's it. i'm gonna say be to my hope of being on the team.
Yana and Muneera did awesome. haiz. i'm positive they going into the next round. happy for them (:

ARGH!!!!!
maybe i should have signed up for more sports just in case. other than taekwando and squash.
speaking of squash, i played during my break, and all i cant say i even suck at that. so whats the hope of me getting into the squash team. T_T

the holis are here. and i have lots of catching up to do. cant even do my maths tutorial.
its suppose to be friday, where im suppose to be smiling.which i am not doing right now.
that's it lar.
got our class posting on wed. none of my og mates in with me. well, now im the only malay girl in class not including the foreign students taking malay.
ok. not too bad. can manage..somehow.

2008-03-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

ok.. had camp for the past 3 days. 27-29 feb.
and i'm feeling very lazy to post this up.
oh well. didnt really bond that much with my OG mates.i'm glad Hui Min did talk to me.
water games was fun. although didnt really get into the water. but hey, i still manage to have fun, cheering the team on. cant really cheer until probably the second day. haha. heck care ar. justscream my heart out. lol.
ohh.

28 feb
ati came for the JJ nite. ok i seriously missed her. not only her but the others as well. nearly cried when she had to leave. so manage to have some fun with her dancing an cheering away.

29 feb.
its the leap day. Happy Leap Year peeps.
we had an emo session and giving our thanks to those who have touched us the most. so we sat in a big circle passing around a rather short rafia string. with every person the string being passed to, we had to stand andgather near to each other. so the string became one "spiderweb". it represent the bond within our OG. starting offwith a very far relationship to a close one. then the rafia strng was divided into equal parts for us all as remembrance of our bond-kizuna.
had lunch with some of the OG mates. that's when i really began to interact with them.
haha. they seriously very cheeky. should have seen them asking for the fries. XD had a fun time. thanks guys!

i'm glad Xiang Hui and Yong Keong talked to me during the lunch.

*have to start treasuring those around me*

2008-02-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

damn i'm freaking tired and it's not even camp yet. had mass lectures again. for today had chem and maths. lessons moved to fast. cant catch up. maths was pathetic. no notes and the teacher was like a speeding bullet train. touch and go. dont even get it. worst thing it's only on sequence and series. wasnt that suppose to be easy to understand?
oh well... i'll read my notes once i get them after the camp.

one thing die die must bring tomorrow- positive attitude. i'll manage XD
just really feel drained...

wont be able to talk to sis one whole week. that includes yesterday and today. haiz. T_T

2008-02-25T18:07:00.003+08:00

ok. so today we had mass tutorial.
yay! made a new friend. haha. at least she's interested in asian dramas. heheh >.<
and also manage to talk to this girl whom once again yours truly didnt ask for the name. -.-
she has the exact same combi as me.

seriously i'm really scared of GP. i am one who totally have no idea on what's happening around the world...
argh!! someone please keep reminding me to read the newspaper everyday. i'm really hopeless.

econs. i'm really lost..

haha and i love JJ P.E. shirt XD
reminds me so much of SVPS' one.

oh one more thing. i'm glad that i'll still be having studying lessons with eve once things are settled. only for econs and maths. good enough (:

camp in 2 days. i'm suppose to be excited.
but something spoils my mood. hope it gets lighter by wed.

2008-02-23T14:26:00.003+08:00

Otanjoubi Omedetto!! (:

2008-02-23T14:08:00.002+08:00

2nd day of orientation was better.
we did more cheers and chose our subj combinations.
before we were dismissed, did two mass dance. very couple dance.
my partner was a guy in front of me. might as well. dont even bother finding one.
haha. ok ar. at least he's kinda enthu about it. (: although both of us super blur there.
ohh.. bought my uniform. loose shirt n skirt for me >.< for me to run in. heheh
mom was like "your skirt is short!! go exchange for a bigger size" -.-
skirt length is already at my knee. how much longer does she want it...

3rd day was short.
more talks. manage to talk to a girl. didnt even ask for her name >.<
alot of programmes are offered there for us to take. cool huh?
i feel like taking up basic korean lesson, squash for beginners, archery, 1star kayaking. damn if only i have that much money for all those. T_T cant even have enough for subscription of the TIME mag. haizz..

ok. so monday, mass lecture. lesson start officially. and i have 2 freaking hours of break. what am i suppose to do during that break... fine so i can do lots of things. catching up on lessons which had been taught for the past 2 months...
yoga on tuesday. lol. is that our p.e.?

i want to join a cca as soon as possible!! haha. hope i can get into tennis even without any experience.. lol XD

camp will be soon from wed-fri. :D still part of our orientation. haha

2008-02-20T17:53:00.003+08:00

first day of orientation. hmm. boooring..
cant even talk to people. except intro myself to a few peeps from og 7.
then, after being re-shuffled into og 13. manage to somehow made friends? with fatimah. haha friendly. lol.
cant remember most of the ogls. out of i dunno how many. remember only a few.
one of my ogl is even my primary school friend.
haha. joanne. though didnt expect her to be there :x
lets see. Isa. he's funny kinda lame.
Handy with an 'e'
Melissa
another Joanne.

camp next week.
ok. hope to make some friends (:

didnt think that there were lots of kranjians there haha.

2008-02-19T10:55:00.002+08:00

ok. so posting is out. get into JJC. Yay?
damn. everyone is seperated. T_T.

damn im getting stressed up over lots of things.
still on subject combination
aishah. (i'm worried for her)
directions to school

and more which i totally forget...
ARGH! not having any peace right now.
*pulls hair*

2008-02-14T10:58:00.001+08:00

ohhh

Happy Valentine's Day!
lol. (:

2008-02-12T12:44:00.004+08:00

updated. ^_^

cast for gokusen 3.

Takaki Yuya-member of HSJ

Miura Haruma-from the rumoured cast

Ishiguro Hideo-Jin's brother in Gokusen 2.

Nakama Junta-member of B.A.D.

Kiriyama Akito-member of B.A.D.

Miura Shohei

ok. not too sure how to react to that...

2008-02-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

came across this skit a few days ago.

2008-02-08T16:07:00.000+08:00

wahahah. looks like i'm sun burnt with rosy cheeks. lol
just gotten back frm east coast for a sleepover with relatives. had been there since yesterdae. so you can guess how many long hours i spent under the hot scorching sun.

putting that aside, we had 3 rounds of captain ball. hahah. each time different grouping. so imagine when 2 uncles became captain of each team. lol. bickerings. there was seriously no sportsmanship between those two. haha. one more to add, the guys- actually it's just my bro- played rough. snatching the ball. even hugging the ball and rolling endlessly on the sand.

the last round.well you can say we had a disadvantage. Height. the other team had too many tall guys to help them out. lol.

idah, kak ika, kak nana, sis and i tried walking near the jetty when the sea was at low tide. imagine stepping on the muddy-sinking sand. try thinking of sec 2 camp when we went for the water sports. yea. still not used to that. haha >.<

ooo.. last night. a frog hopped on our legs. T_T and so we freaked out.

hmm today, nth much happen. build sandcastle. or so we attempted. packed up at around 11 followed by a short game of twister. nearing 1 we left the place. kinda short...

2008-02-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

guess what?
LIPS singles is out! :x
haha.

enjoy (:
I'm really glad.
wahaha. Ueda and Kame >.<

2008-02-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

not sure whther i should anticipate this.

there will be Gokusen 3. to start filming end feb.

ok i'm just repaeating. sorry sis.

will it be as good?or just a repeated plot?

rather disappointed with the casts though.

Fujigaya Taisuke - member of Kis-My-Ft 2

Yaotome Hikaru - member of HeySayJUMP

Hongo Kanata - Ryoma from PoT live action

Miura Haruma - starred in 14 sai no Haha

Mizobata Junpei

hope the cast are not really confirmed. i want a change of cast!!! >.<

especially Yoatome Hikaru

2008-01-31T08:27:00.000+08:00

dinner with mrs ram and p. history peeps tonight (:
last gathering?
i hope not

2008-01-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to feb.

new singles(:

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Movies(:

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